Having reached the age of 30, you begin to sum up the first results, summing up the results of your life. He did it too Benjamin Mascolowho, on the occasion of his 30th birthday, decided to tell his story in a very personal post on the social network, in which he spoke about the darkest period of his life.
“Today marks 30 years. And to be honest, until recently, I wasn’t even sure that I would get there, ”with these words Benji began his Instagram post next to a photo of him in a bathtub, looking pensive and with an uncut beard.
“A series of very wrong habits has brought me too close to the dark part of me, which, unfortunately, exists and which I am learning to manage. After giving up on myself and the many important people who loved me, a single desire began to grow in me: the desire for self-destruction and self-sabotage, I just felt like I wanted to disappear,” he continued. Benji Mascolowhose self-destructive moment could begin simultaneously with the break with Bella Thornesinger’s ex-fiance Benji and Faith whose wedding then came to an end in June 2022 after more than three years of relationship.
“I came to the point that I don’t get out of bed for days on end. In a photo in a post from just a few months ago, I was washing for the first time in 30 days when I received a message asking, “Where are you now?” from a family member, friend, colleague, I felt first shame, and then immediately toxic pleasure. We were finally alone with my desire not to live,” he continued. Benji.
“A very small group of people who stayed by my side gave me another chance. Allowing me to see some light in my world of dark thoughts. I again began to take the very first steps for them, and then for myself, in relation to the life that God gave me and the value of which I no longer knew how to recognize, “continued the singer, who recently joined the group. Finlay for creating several new versions (in a rock-punk version) of the band’s most popular songs. The collaboration that spawned the “supergroup”. Benji + Finlayin which Mascolo returned to music after a long break.
“I will never be grateful enough to those who reached out to me, those who made me understand (me, who thought I was invincible for so long) that there is no shame in admitting that you need help,” he continued. . Benjamin Mascolostar movie In 5.
“Today marks 30 years and all I want is to wish courage to those who are going through such a moment. It is within you, and you have much more of it than you think. We must fight tooth and nail to remind ourselves who we are, unique and irreplaceable beings, much more than social media numbers, screen pixels, or a bank account.” Benji Mascolo on Instagram hoping that his words will help those who are suffering. “If at least one person reading these words feels less alone or finds the strength to try again, this will be the greatest gift for me. I hope so.”